me time



a beautiful moment at my cousin’s wedding that took place at the Japanese Garden in Van Nuys.
my mom jokes that on her wedding day, god was moved to tears.
and then she laughs like it’s the funniest joke ever.
i have been feeling stretched a little…so much going on. mom, birthdays, weddings, parties, shows, friends, babies…so many people to see…friends i miss. but it’s making me crave some ‘ME’ time. you know, like…a nice long day to myself where i do all kinds of weird shit around the house. “clean.” dance around. rifle through old stuff. take self portraits. write. make a video.
THAT is what i think i need to do. make a goddamn video. but jeez…of course i have to have the most complicated idea ever that will require a ton of production…which means i need to make some serious scrill. let me just tell you, last year was rough. who am i kidding? i ain’t rich. i am so lucky i worked as much as i did last year, but most of my commercial work will only air in asia = no residuals. STILL…i booked more jobs in 2009 than any previous year, so I am incredibly grateful. thank you, universe, i heart you.
but i’m bored. restless. ready to sink. in. my. teeth.
2010, i feel you. you feel good to me. let’s play.
some crazy energies were adrift the last few weeks.

enough to make me take a moody ass photo.
in the last 30 days, these countries have visited my blog (listed starting with most hits). sup ya’ll. thanks for visiting. looooove!
United States
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Poland
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Switzerland
Spain
Turkey
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Indonesia
Brazil
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Qatar
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Tunisia
China
India
United Arab Emirates
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Latvia
Czech Republic
the most beautiful woman i’ve ever known
