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uh oh.

this.  is a preview.

photo by lee clower

my hips have whiskers

my new favorite shirt from PAVONINE.

blurrr…..what is the meaning of this?

out of mind, in of sight

sometimes i like to go a little nuts.

bonkers you might say.

it’s the best.  i mean come on.  there’s nothing like embracing the madness.  it’s fun magnifying those insanity pepper type thoughts that sometimes swim around up there.  why the eff not?

i spent much of my youth having to restrain myself in this regard.  my parents used to call me “wild.”  i think i sometimes scared them a bit.  they told me that girls didn’t act so wild and crazy like i did.  i realize there were a lot of factors that influenced their belief of my wildness, including, but not limited to:  my parents being first generation immigrants from taiwan; growing up with an older brother; moving and changing schools A LOT; and we musn’t forget – our best friend – SUGAR (a.k.a. “pure evil”).  i will touch on this sugar thing again in another post i think, but right now i will just leave it at pure evil.

now, you might be imagining me tearing through life like a little asian chucky or something.  but it wasn’t so much like that.  i loved being girly and graceful too.  i fell in love with the image of ballerinas before i can even remember.  the lessons started at age 3.  i loved it so much.  i was good.  i learned fast.  my teachers noticed.  my little 3 year old ego was pumped to be leader of the goslings in our Mother Goose recital.

i could be light.

i could be gentle.

i could be poised.

but most importantly, i could walk like a cat because cat paws are like ballet feet.

meow.

see, a part of me will always see some weird benefit like that.  cuz ballet brings us THAT much closer to becoming pure feline.

obviously.

what was my point?  oh right.  well, i think i might be going through a weird spell.  no wait.  it’s not a spell, more like a surge, or a spark.  or an electrical anomaly.  not sure.  regardless, it’s happening and i refuse to fight it.  how all of this energy will present itself, i don’t know, but some of it is bubbling over into silly videos with mah gurl TAY TAY.  we’ll see what else spews out too.  BEWARE!

so come on!  pop a pepper or two, and get weird with me.  or you can just watch me and tay being weird in our second PATTAY video (here’s the first one).

chickens.

PATTAY: thoughts on life

if you thought we were weird before…

recycle

a few weeks ago i posted a few photos from a shoot with my friend Shawn Petersen.

this is what he made with them.

we just can’t helps ourselves sometimes

me and tay

rollerskating ain’t what it used to be

i miss you skateland usa.  the nachos.  the disco balls.  the couples skate.

a sneak look at an experimental shoot i did with friend Shawn Petersen.  more to come…

thanks to Moonlight Rollerway in glendale

you’re home baby sylvie

surrogate little sister i’m so proud of you.  you took a giant risk leaving seattle to brave new york by yourself.  i believe in you.
This is Seafloor .

LA randomness

why i love LA…invites to random events because of my entertainer friends.

these guys are super chill — makes me miss the days of insane membranes and such.

love friends

watch me answer some questions about friendship for the italians for their website called LOVEFRIENDS.  visit them at http://lvfrnds.com/ to watch more videos.  in italian.  mee-ow.  Ciao ciao ciao ciao…

Patty Yu from Love Friends on Vimeo.