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it’s been a minute since i posted something new so i feel compelled to submit an entry.  look at that.  slave to you.  how’d that fucking happen?  look how much power you have over me.

anyway, i have been deliciously busy the last two weeks with a good number of auditions and callbacks to most of them.  i guess i can’t complain about not having too many auditions because i get called back a lot.  i’d rather have fewer auditions and a high callback ratio than a ton of auditions and a low callback ratio.  it means my agents are doing a good job submitting me for the appropriate jobs for my type.  AND that i’m doing well in the room too.  so yay.  high fives all around.  i smell a job around the corner.

i am also meeting with a theatrical agent sometime in the next two weeks.  this is an agent who i think will be a great match and we’ve been emailing to figure out a time to meet.  i’m very eager to get back into the game theatrically (film and tv).  ARGHHH I CAN’T WAIT.  but let’s not get too desperate now…it always shows.  chill the fuck out, patty.

actually…i’ve been thinking about this a lot lately.  i tend to get really excited about things…ideas, possibilities, etc..  maybe i get a bit overzealous and scare people off a little.  i dunno.  but it’s ok…i’ve also experienced the magic of meeting the right people and sparks flare and big shit happens.  i love that.  so anyway…i’ll just continue being my excitable self thank you very much and with the right match, things will just GO.

luckily, i also get over shit fast when things don’t work out — it helps tremendously in this business.  you’re rejected so much that you better be able to get over it fast, boy.  my advice to any aspiring actors out there:  get over shit.  FAST.  go to your audition and then forget about it.  IMMEDIATELY.  or else you’ll carry that into the next one and it’ll fuck your shit up and then you’ll hate yourself and then you won’t be able to stop thinking about it and it’ll fuck your shit up even MORE.  it’s a vicious cycle, and so utterly pointless, so just stop it.

this is one seriously loosened bowel of written poo and i won’t torture you with much more.  when there’s meatier topics, there will be more solidly formed poo.  still talking blog here, people.

someone slap me now.

uh…and here’s a photo i posted on superfuture yesterday.  woo.

yo quiero taco bell

hey everybody! here is my second installment of the video blog. yesterday i had a callback for a taco bell commercial. i can’t say who, but there’s a pretty big athlete in the spot, which is neat. to shoot this video, i just used my point and shoot canon, and the sound quality is terrible, i apologize. but, i just bought this little digital video recorder and maybe that will be better for future installments. this was really fun to make…i dicked around with imovie for the first time….hehe…dork. i love this shit. so…watch it! i hope you like it!

Maybe I Jinxed Myself

Gah, I got released from the Verizon spot damnit!! haha! But you see, people, this is what actors go through. You almost get the job, you don’t the job. Sometimes you get the job, but the spot doesn’t ever make it on the air. And then sometimes you REALLY get the job, and the spot airs a ton and you make lots of $$$$$.

THANKFULLY, my Pizza Hut spot is AIRING! Fuck yeah! This means residual earnings for yours truly. Excellent. If you watch sports much, I think it will mostly be airing during the games. So, you win some, you lose some. Onto the the next!!

TONIGHT: Workshop with a casting director named Kari Kurto who used to work on the shows Weeds and My Name is Earl. She was an associate on those shows, but left to start her own office, which tells me this is a great time to meet her. Should be fun!