me time


i have been feeling stretched a little…so much going on. mom, birthdays, weddings, parties, shows, friends, babies…so many people to see…friends i miss. but it’s making me crave some ‘ME’ time. you know, like…a nice long day to myself where i do all kinds of weird shit around the house. “clean.” dance around. rifle through old stuff. take self portraits. write. make a video.
THAT is what i think i need to do. make a goddamn video. but jeez…of course i have to have the most complicated idea ever that will require a ton of production…which means i need to make some serious scrill. let me just tell you, last year was rough. who am i kidding? i ain’t rich. i am so lucky i worked as much as i did last year, but most of my commercial work will only air in asia = no residuals. STILL…i booked more jobs in 2009 than any previous year, so I am incredibly grateful. thank you, universe, i heart you.
but i’m bored. restless. ready to sink. in. my. teeth.
2010, i feel you. you feel good to me. let’s play.
some crazy energies were adrift the last few weeks.

enough to make me take a moody ass photo.
lee clower took this a few years ago
the most beautiful woman i’ve ever known

luv yous guys

had an audition today. the wardrobe was “nice casual.” so…
next on today’s agenda: meeting with an agent. it’s like car shopping.
dear family,
i’m sorry, but i’m not exactly modest. except around you.
in the last few months i’ve become facebook “friends” with lots of family members. as much as i tell myself not to censor anything i do, it’s hard not to when your aunts and uncles and baby cousins are all privy to seeing it. not to mention my own mom and dad. but hey, i’m a grown woman (i think?), and it’s my prerogative, yes? still…i’ve disconnected my twitter and facebook so that the twitter folks get the first hit, and then i get selective on who gets to see it on facebook. sure, i’m disclosing this information here, but whatever. if people are coming to this blog without getting a nudge from me, then it’s they’re own damn fault if they see my ass.
photo by leigha hodnet

courtesy of miss leigha hodnet (she’s so lovely).